A Psychopath
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by CINDY
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His eyes sparkle with mischief and curiosity.
His lips are turned up with delight.
He speaks with a simple certainty.
His heart shines with a courageous light
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He seems so perfect and yet only human.
All at the same time.
With that deep tan,
He looks so fine.
.
He always seems to know what to do,
In sports, love, friends and school.
He looks so innocent and true.
And of course he's really cool.
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I don't understand all the fuss.
When people say to be aware.
He seems like someone you could trust.
I'm sure he really does care.
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Even when he gets mad .
Or loses his mind.
It ain't all that bad,
It only happened a couple of times.
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Like that one night.
I still don't even know why.
We got into that big fight.
I was so scared I couldn't even cry.
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Then he left the room,
Saying he had to chill.
But then he came in with a broom.
I wanted to run but I was frozen still.
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The next day he said sorry,
I didn't want to make him in rage.
So I accepted his apology,
He did say he was going to change!
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And then there was this one time when he was
on crack.
He said I was a lousy girl.
He pinned me on my back.
I felt like I was going to hurl.
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I often think I'm going to die.
When he really loses it.
And I still cry.
Even when it's all over with.
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He still hit's me once in a while.
And I don't know what to do.
I can't take him to trial.
But everyday I got to school all black
and blue.
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Everybody wants to know what happened.
I always have to make up some excuse.
Everyday, again and again.
I have to deal with the abuse.
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